Sometimes you just have to start in order to start. I am a supreme procrastinator and can find a million things to do besides what i should be doing. Mostly it is because I frequently paralyzed by the need to be perfect.
Getting to this blog, this website, posting on Instagram, has been a tedious endeavor with my thoughts and fears. I have all the ideas, with terrible follow-through. My kitchen/living room/carpet/(insert random location here) will get cleaned instead. I’ll go through all my bills or I’ll end up going to the garden or drawing, or something equally unhelpful to my end-goal, which is to find a job that I can do from home to support my family, and to find location independence with my work.
I see you in there, those people who get distracted, who might or might have not been diagnosed with ADHD, those people who constantly beat themselves up over losing focus. I also see those people who can get things done without distractions, and I marvel with how well they function, while also understanding that their ability to follow through may be an impetus for them to have more work piled on them.
I want to help you find tools to do better, giving little shortcuts that help you keep going. I want to give you quick ways to find success in even the small endeavors. I’m here to listen to your frustrations, and I’m also here to push you just a little. I’m going to post a few things this week, but first I’m going to pick up this silly messy living room that the boys left messy. And maybe shampoo the carpets later today. And then the sinkful of dishes. Ooh, and fix the broken tile in the kitchen. And maybe I’ll make some jewelry. Or go mow the lawn.

